It’s Sunday and we’re having a beautiful Blood Moon Eclipse. Such lovely energy, deep and mystical and I’m being guided that it’s time for my first blog post here. It’s been exactly ten months since I let go of my old blog Nirvana Cakery and everything has changed and shifted since that moment I said I’m ready to let it go. I’ve been guided to do this for a while but until that moment that day when life decided to push me to my limits yet again, I knew it was time. If I don’t change now, I’m going to die.
You can ignore the subtle voice of your soul for as long as you choose but she/he will keep going and she/he will never give up on you, because is you.
So that day I put my blog on sale and five days later it sold. When something is aligned everything moves fast. One month after that on Friday 13th, my lucky day, the first day out of self-isolation after bad covid I moved house. I left my 23-year marriage, my home, London and moved to the English countryside with my then 12-year-old son. I felt that my soul has used covid to switch timelines, I was taken out of that life and put into this one. Until today I don’t know how I did it, I could hardly pack as I was so weak and packing years of my life in short few days was quite a challenge. I just knew I had to go. It was time. The pull from my soul was strong.
Two weeks after coming here I found out why it had to be me to walk out. Meeting a dear healer who helped me to understand a past life I had with my husband. One we had together in Russia, a tragic love story. It wasn’t the first past life I uncovered. At this point, I knew of many, and I have also started a healing journey with my twin flame but only now was time for this one to reveal itself. I understood how intricate and magical the path of a soul truly is. My marriage is also a love story and I am grateful to have lived this experience. And forever grateful for our union birthing our son.
The past nine months were quite an initiation to find my way as a single mum. For the first four months, I was high as a kite. The newfound freedom was exhilarating. I was and still am walking around every day in such gratitude and awe. I understood it’s all about surrender and trust. Letting go. Deep gratitude. Being present. Reading the signs, signs are everywhere you look. We are constantly being guided. We are never alone. We are always taken care of.
Then at the beginning of this year, I was shaken to my core and again I had to learn to trust over and over again. I learned to hold myself so deeply, love myself unconditionally and live in the present moment like never before. And I want to tell you that life really does have your back but you have to be the one to make the choice and make the move. No one can do it for you.
Let go of everything that is no longer aligned with your highest good. Let it go with love, gratitude and forgiveness. And trust, trust that everything always aligns for your best and highest good.
Sacred Love, Hana
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