Every once a while I’m being asked to share my twin flame journey. Everything I share I don’t think about, it just starts writing itself, even if I don’t want to, it won’t leave me in peace until I do. My heart leads, all I can do is surrender.
Three years ago when my false twin came into my life I honestly wasn’t looking for it, neither was I looking for a man. That was the last thing I wanted. It hit me like a brick wall out of nowhere. You know it if you moved through this. It was certainly an initiation onto this path.
After I let go of him over a year ago, now I know why he came first and I’m very grateful for him and feel nothing but love towards him, my true divine counterpart appeared. I had no idea of the journey I was about to move through. This was a whole new level of awakening. As an ancient soul, my and his galactic history is so rich, that the level of transmutation I’m being asked to move through is insane. I can literally be painting the wall, then sit down for tea and the next piece to alchemise starts downloading and I end up two hours in ceremony crying my eyes out to move it through my body.
The first time we met I got activated in a massive way, the second time we met I got burned out. The energy was so strong I was literally on fire by the time he left and my heart was pulsing with pain the whole night and a day afterwards. I had no idea everything that was playing out there until months later. So many pieces of the puzzle still coming through. The distortion we’ve been subjected to over our incarnations is vast and our soul is really pushing to return to wholeness and reunite hence so much needs to be alchemised and healed.
I now understand the level of embodiment I have to be in for us to be together and I also know what we can be and are here to do. The power we hold together and why twins have been so targeted to keep apart.
It hasn’t been easy but these last three years were nothing but miraculous. The level of love, bliss, and trust I experience I never thought was possible. I have embodied understanding of who I am on a soul level in my divine feminine Sophianic consciousness. Who we are to each other. I remember the soul journey I’ve been on Earth and beyond. I see through a lot of the distortions including mine. My heart is becoming very refined and attuned to God Source, to the truth.
Hope there’s something here for you…
In devotion,
Hana
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