The betrayal wound by the masculine runs deep. It’s deeply embedded in our cells and releasing this wound requires lots of shadow work and heart healing. And most importantly forgiveness. I have written more on this in The Power of Forgiveness.
Men in our life are mirroring our wounding enabling us to heal and release them within ourselves. Our soul chooses this experience over and over until it clears. Looking back throughout my life I can now clearly see how men have been demonstrating this in my life.
Last November I’ve been called among other five women to a two-day retreat. I am part of Mary Magdalene’s soul group and carry that consciousness and we have gathered together to help this soul group. The betrayal wound amongst us is deep and the healing that took place that weekend was profound. This is a story to tell for another post. What really came up for me at that time was the betrayal I felt by Jesus, and also abandonment. Perhaps this was already a continuation from other timelines to heal this on a soul level, perhaps not. But what I feel is that it sparked within me yet another level of mistrust toward masculine that carried on to other lifetimes.
In the past few days, this wounding came up again through my son and my perfect mirror, my twin flame, and I’ve realised there are yet more layers to heal. I’ve been in deep meditation again looking at why I still have the need to be repeating this old story of mistrust towards men. It’s me who has to release this within myself so men no longer have to mirror this to me. Wounding is so engrained in us, we hold it in our cells, it comes through our ancestral line, and also collective. When I now work on clearing, I work on releasing it from my body, cells, matrix and ancestral line. I also close past and present timelines where this story is still playing out. And I offer this healing for the best and highest good of all. What we heal within ourselves ripples out and benefits all.
We must understand that we are powerful beyond measure. We are sovereign beings of light, source embodied. Our intention is so powerful. Our words hold power. And we have the power within us to heal. You have the power within you to heal. You don’t need to repeat old stories.
If you’re guided to do this work and you’d love support and guidance please see my offerings page.
Sacred Love, Hana
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