What if I told you that Mary Magdalene and Jesus were never together as a couple. She was his disciple. And he treated and loved her as equal to everyone else. She was madly in love with him. She wanted and desired him badly. She loved him as deep as a woman could possibly love a man. I know because I felt her love for him and it’s deep. Her love is complete surrender. And I know because I’m part of her soul group and I’ve seen the truth. She is a force of love. I know that too. And I’m not denying that she has gone and created her own legacy after Jesus’ death. But there’re many lies circulating around, know that most are channeled and coloured in. We love to believe fairytales and don’t want to stare the truth into the eyes because it challenges us and our beliefs. Be courageous enough to see the truth. That’s love.
It’s been three years now since my oracular abilities opened up and ascended masters and goddesses started appearing when I sat in my meditations. One of the first was Goddess Sekhmet, I never forget that moment. I didn’t even know who she was, I had to google her. Then Goddess Isis came, and she told me I was the High Priestess of Isis and Tantrika. Mary Magdalene came. Jesus came in the middle of the night when I was in terrible pain and he helped me to transmute it. I didn’t know I was in the Mary Magdalene soul group until last year. Then I started questioning everything. All the spiritual channeled information out there that I was thrown into. And my own. Last November I have been brought into space where a few of us have been called to look into Mary Magdalene and Jesus’ story and help to clear any distortions and lies to help this soul group. I’ve seen my own truth at that time, not yet completely believing it. It’s been an emotional, heart-opening, beliefs-shattering journey. I needed more time to really let it sink in before sharing this. I have again asked to be shown the truth. I wanted to know. I know this post will ruffle a few feathers and a few beliefs. But it wants to be shared now.
A couple of months ago Jesus started coming into my meditations for three days in a row. These are my notes below.
Day 1
During my meditation today I was taken to a mountain top where I sat with Jesus. And he showed me the love of source he felt for everyone including me (as Mary Magdalene) and made me understand why at that time we couldn’t be together. I now know nothing sexual happened. Just a beautiful connection. She was his disciple and as much as she desired him, he couldn’t return it in that way. It was profound to understand, I received so much healing from that.
Day 2
Again I was taken to the mountain top. This time to witness all the trauma, all the suffering humanity has been through. It moved through me like a wave moving through my body and then into Gaia to be transmuted. I sat there until I was stripped bare of everything. In total humility and grace. There was nothing left of me, of anything. Tears streaming down my cheeks, in complete surrender. Tired of fighting, tired of forcing, just being, witnessing.
Day 3
On the third day, I had to witness all my heart pain. All the disappointment, hurt, betrayal, anger, sadness… witnessing it all… then moving through forgiveness practice… sitting with it to the point it became completely unbearable… until it cracked me open… and then it was gone. And I ended up at the top of the mountain overlooking the valley below feeling at complete peace. There was fire slowly burning next to me. The flames helping to transmute it all.
I hope there’s something here for you. It’s a big one. It’s been a nine months journey that I believe has been completed today. I release this now.
Sacred Love, Hana
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