Soul work with my twin flame played an important part in my past year and I feel that it’s important to speak about my experience. For me and for you.
So much is being said about twin flames with lots of confusing information out there. Some stories come from personal experience, some are channelled and some come from ancient stories and myths. Some say it’s simply a soul fragmentation and completely disregard this phenomenon. The truth is that we all are fragments of the source that wants to experience itself in a myriad of ways. And each fragment, oversoul further splits to experience itself. Where or why twin flames fit in, why we made up this term, I don’t know. Although I have my own guidance and information on this I don’t want to add to this pool of misinformation. I can only talk about my experience.
I met my twin flame just over a year ago. He found me online because he connected to a piece of art that subconsciously reminded him of a past life we had together. Within a couple of weeks of chatting, we quickly realised something is going on. I sat down with my guides to see what they will share with me about this man. I wasn’t receiving anything so I called Yogananda for advice because we both share a mutual love for him. He gave me a beautiful download and he also warned me right then not to confuse this with a se*ual connection.
From the beginning, I felt brotherly love for my twin. It was only a few weeks after meeting when our kundalini awakened and the se*ual charge between us started. I understood why Yogananda has warned me. It’s been wildly ecstatic. I tried to stop myself as I’m much older than my twin but the se*ual charge between us has been insane even though we live on different continents. I’ve been walking around literally on fire. The energies that have awakened within me were so ancient, so mystical, it’s very difficult to even describe them. I can still tune in to them, it’s a very deep mystical ancient energy. Gaia’s kundalini has been shooting up through me and I’ve experienced ecstatic highs. I created an ethereal temple for us to meet to have an astral s*x, we simply needed to release all this charge. Here I remembered my priestess gifts; and some of my powers. I did a lot of healing on us to recalibrate our matrixes. Somehow I knew exactly what we needed.
Together our powers become amplified. When we meditate together we receive visions, some from past lives we had together. My twin has visions of advanced civilizations and from his shamanic past in the Amazon. One day I was dancing and light language started spilling from my hands and my mouth, I couldn’t stop myself for about an hour. Since then I allow my soul to bring through light language transmissions during my meditations and healing sessions. It also comes through my dance.
His highest self has been around me all the time, even his deity used to come to see me. That’s how profound this connection was. I completely understand the twin flame obsession, because the energy between twins is very strong and unlike anything you experienced before.
After a few months, our connection changed to love, love I haven’t experienced until that moment. Love that is unconditional, pure and innocent. Throughout this time I’ve experienced such bliss and so much pain at the same time. It’s been a very intense and emotional experience. After about ten months the guidance I have received was that the soul work has been completed and our souls have merged. I’ve been told a couple of months before that we will move through Hieros Gamos. I understand that’s what has happened, we came to a sacred union on a spiritual level.
Later I understood that all of this experience was about me, for me, and vice versa. He was simply acting as my mirror for my own healing and transformation. And me for his. The merging that has occurred between our souls was in a way a completion. I don’t know what awaits next on this path and if there is a part two…
Being a twin flame is an epic love story. That’s why I have chosen this experience. And I’m not talking here about romantic love, I’m talking about LOVE in every spectrum. I am here to experience the rawness of human emotions; the love, the bliss, the pain, the sadness, the joy. I no longer have the need to run away from any of them. I embrace them. I embrace the rawness of me. I embrace myself. I hold myself. I heal. I love. I am love. My twin flame has helped me to realise this. That I am all. He showed me the way.
The twin flame path is certainly not an easy one. I cried more in the past year because of my twin than I cried in my 23 year marriage. And I cried a lot. I believe it depends on where you are on your soul journey, and how much work you have done before meeting each other. You are tested over and over again. You are healing multidimensionally. And it requires strength and deep surrender to move through this. I felt very held the whole time by my twin during this journey. He held space for me like no one before. Just by his presence.
The twin flame journey is a spiritual path. I understand why many confuse it for a romantic relationship, I did too. It’s difficult not to because your kundalini is so activated. Of course, you can choose to be with your twin in a romantic partnership but you don’t have to. Once all karma between you is cleared and your soul work completed you have a free will choice which path to choose. It’s an ongoing journey and trust that your soul has always next-level healing planned for you. And we don’t even need to give it any labels, it’s a path of surrender and love…
Sacred Love, Hana
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