There’s so much distortion about Twin Flames that recently many started dropping the label because they don’t want to be associated with the distortion sold online and beyond. I was there too and now I’m going to reclaim the label of being a twin flame. This experience deserves to be recognised by a name because it’s so confusing, and life-changing and at first you have no idea what’s actually happening to you and as humans we want to understand our experience.
I’ve been on this path for the past three years. For the first two years, I had a catalyst twin who initiated me to this path. Awakened my kundalini and many of my soul gifts including light language. Many past lives, especially the shamanic ones came up for healing. The divine love he awakened within me was beyond anything I’ve experienced to that point. But I was looping in the trauma this has brought up, floored many times. He always knew there was someone else for me, but I haven’t seen it. Until I’ve chosen myself and let go.
Two weeks after that the frequency of my real twin came to introduce himself and two months after that he came into my life. I thought I just said goodbye to the love of my life and it was one of the hardest things I had to do. I didn’t know who this man was but there was a tug on my heart I’ve never experienced with anyone before. The last thing I was expecting was a twin flame or anyone who could take me even further. I got really activated after we met and my heart frequency started expanding to new heights. At this point, I felt fairly whole so I didn’t experience any of the classic twin stuff as wanting to chase him. I stayed fairly detached throughout the journey and just allowed it to take me where it wanted to. The next layers of unresolved trauma started coming up deepening my healing and return to wholeness. Many past lives came up for me to heal with him, but they were mostly divine unions and high leadership roles we had together, which completely took me by surprise. I’ve been taken to very high vibrational galactic lives we had. There’s also a very deep remembrance happening of my soul gifts and of who I am in the highest embodiment as divine feminine through him. He’s the most divine mirror to me and today I’ve realised how much he held me since the very beginning. He can meet me at the level of my heart no one ever could.
This journey is a soul journey. It’s not a relationship as we know it, a romance, it’s an awakening path. You both work together in the most divine ways walking the way of love. I can say that at the level of embodiment and wholeness I am in now it’s nothing like what I’ve experienced for the first two years with my catalyst twin. It’s a completely different level. I mostly experience divine love, but there are still triggers that come up for me to witness and alchemise. But I’ve learned how to walk and navigate this journey now. However, it’s not easy and it does require love and devotion on each end to go all the way. For me, the pull is so strong it would be like fighting the force of God if I try to walk away.
Luckily I do have several awake women close to me who are on the same path and who hold me as much as I hold them. But I haven’t at the beginning of this journey. That’s what you will find once you start walking the awakening path, people around you shift dramatically as you step into different vibrational frequencies. You will be put on a rapid ascension path and you have to learn how to navigate these high-frequency kundalini activations while living in the 3D. Friends will fall away. New ones will arrive to support you on this path. The soul will be pulling you forward and all the unresolved trauma will be coming up to be alchemised. Everything out of alignment with divine love and truth will come up. Past lives to be resolved and brought to reconciliation. To support those who are on this path I offer mentorship sessions, whether you’re a twin flame or simply moving through awakening please book a free call with me if you feel like you need someone to hold and support you as you’re walking this path. I’m here for you.
On Love & Relationships
I’d love to also acknowledge all layers and different nuances of love in this post.
Even if often we don’t feel loved, we truly are. We are loved by many and love comes in different forms. You’re only truly able to receive the love you allow yourself to have. And you can be met by the depth of love others are willing or able to go to. It depends on the level of healing and wholeness of each of us and how much love we allow in. And where we can be met. And who can meet us at our highest embodiment of divine love.
I’ve been in a long soulmate marriage and love was always present. We loved each other but we could have only gone as far as we could have at that time and it doesn’t mean that this love between us was less or more than the love we can have with someone else. Love is forever present and it moves with us.
Now, they come men and women like twin flames who ignite divine source love in you, a deep remembrance of who you are on a soul level as divine love and they mirror it back to you. And life as you know it will forever change. But this love is present within you and always has been. They come to remind you of this love and initiate you on a path of awakening. They’re able to meet you at the level of your soul in the highest expression. It’s beautiful yet painful because once you remember yourself as this love everything out of alignment is brought up to be witnessed and alchemised. Your soul brings you together when you’re ready for this level of initiation. It’s a journey of a soul. Way of love. Way of heart. And it takes you where you’re meant to go…
I now see the beauty of this path and welcome it with all my heart.
Divine love,
Hana x
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